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pleasure alchemist

UNLOCK THE POWER OF YOUR EROTIC NATURE, BECOME YOUR MOST SEXUALLY LIBERATED & RADIANT SELF

A 12 week intimate immersion to empower you to fall in love with your sexuality, embody your unfiltered, liberated feminine expression, unleash your sensual radiance, own your voice, uncover your deepest yearnings, restore a sacred connection to your body, intuition, and spiritual heart.

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Awaken to the power that holds the divine portal that sits between your legs 

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Deep inside you know there’s something so much deeper, so much powerful and sacred that holds your sexuality

• Like deep inside you love sex but have a hard time loving and accepting your body. Worrying about how your body looks during sex takes up most of your attention and energy making it hard to stay present and connected to yourself and/or your lover.
 

• Not good enough. You keep comparing yourself to other women and obsessing over being perfect.
 

Like you would love to fully surrender in sex and trust life- but you are afraid that if you let go of control something really bad is going to happen.

 

• Disconnected from your heart’s deepest yearnings. You stopped knowing what you truly want- what turns you on in sex, in love, in relationships, and in life.

• Like you are always people pleasing. You keep saying ‘yes’ to sex, dates, commitments, and things you don’t actually want. You neglect your needs and desires because you want to make sure others are ‘happy’ and fulfilled. 

Disconnected from your feminine heart, creativity, and sensual nature. You spend most of your time and energy in your head worrying, controlling, and overthinking. Creating space for pleasure and play makes you feel guilty and anxious.

 • Overwhelmed by your emotions. It’s hard for you to self regulate and allow yourself to process heavy emotions like fear, shame, anger, or pain. 

• Afraid of intimacy and closed to love. The thought of letting yourself be fully seen in your unfiltered, vulnerable expression in - and - outside of the bedroom feels terrifying and unsafe. 

• Like deep inside there’s something sacred, beautiful, and spiritual about sex, love, and relationships- but you are still carrying shame and limiting beliefs from your caregivers, religion, society, past heartbreaks, or painful experiences.   

BUT PERHAPS YOU FEEL...

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INSIDE PLEASURE ALCHEMIST YOU WILL BE GUIDED TO...

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Release inner blocks around your sexual and feminine expression,

So you can, awaken your feminine fire, unleash your confidence, and access your inner wisdom

Heal the relationship with your body– and of course, your pussy!

So you can reclaim your pleasure & orgasmic potential

Own your voice inside - and - outside of the bedroom,

So you can cultivate a sense of inner safety, empowerment, and freedom in your expression

Experience your sexuality as a deeply spiritual practice,

So you can uplevel your sense of self worth, magnetism, and fulfillment with life

"Before entering this work, I was stuck in my head struggling to feel safe within my body. I didn't know how to tap into the sensation of pleasure. I didn't feel like I owned my body and I didn't even feel like a real woman."
-Raquel

"Now, I can turn myself on and feel my sexual energy & confidence stirring up within my pelvis. Now, I feel magnetic af" 

"Your ability to receive & open to pleasure comes from feeling safe inside of your body."

THE ALCHEMY PORTALS

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MODULE 1:
Becoming Your Own Best Lover

Move from self loathing and the idea that you need to fix yourself to → feeling powerful, confident, and excited to welcome all parts that make you who you are.

What you'll learn:

• How to release and alchemize limiting beliefs and conditioning around your womanhood.
• How to welcome and celebrate all parts of you

• How to regulate your emotions and self soothe through tools to tap into love.
• How to cultivate a deeper experience of self love through the power of your heart space and your breasts. 

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MODULE 2: YOUR BODY AS A LUSCIOUS, BREATHING, LIVING ALTAR 

Move from feeling insecure, disconnected, and ashamed of your body-including your pussy, to → Feeling present, empowered, and open to its infinite wisdom, guidance, and magic.

What you'll learn:

• How to cultivate a relationship with all parts of your body from a place of love and celebration.

• How to release shame around your pussy and turn it into a source of power, guidance, and divine wisdom. 

• How to attune to your body as a sacred vessel to connect with your sensual nature and feminine fire. 

• How to resensitize your body to the infinite pleasure that is always available to you. 

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MODULE 3: TOTAL SEXUAL RECLAMATION

Move from sexual shame and fear encoded by cultural, religious, and family conditioning to → Creating your unique definition of sexuality from a place of empowerment and deep love.

What you'll learn:

• How to create your own new way of relating to your sexuality from a place of love and empowerment.

• How to integrate your darkness and shadow as your biggest portals to liberation and wholeness.

• How to release past trauma, pain, and wounding stored in your pelvic floor, womb, cervix, and vagina.

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MODULE 4: ECSTATIC PLEASURE

Move from knowing one specific type of orgasm–or not knowing orgasm at all to→ resensitize your body to feel the delicious energetic waves of pleasure and electrifying orgasms available to you.

What you'll learn:

• The different kinds of orgasms, the orgasmic geography of the body, and how to use energy and orgasm together

• How to cultivate safety so that you can have the full experience of surrender orgasm.

• How to release expectations and pressure around orgasm 

• How to use your orgasmic energy to heal any part of the body.

• How to find what really turns you ON. 

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MODULE 5: WILD POWER

Move from feeling contracted, insecure, and stuck in your head to →  Feeling liberated, empowered in your wildness, and safe to fully let go in the bedroom.

What you'll learn:

• How to liberate your voice and ask for what you want inside -and- outside of the bedroom. 

• How to activate your wild sexual self using your 5 senses. 

• How to feel free, confident, and shameless in sex. 

• How to experience your primal sexuality as a deep spiritual practice.

• How to cultivate healthy boundaries that support you in feeling safe in your authentic sexual and feminine expression.

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MODULE 6: SEXUAL ENERGY & MAGNETISM

Move from feeling disembodied and disconnected from your magnetic potential to → Channeling your sexual energy as a source of creativity, nourishment, and guidance to call in your deepest desires.  

What you'll learn:

• How to channel your sexual energy as a source of creativity, aliveness, and empowerment.

• How to become connected to your energy body.

• How to manifest your wildest dreams through Sex Magic.

• To uncover what you really want and desire in sex, love, and relationships. 

Imagine if you could use your sexual energy to empower all aspects of your life, while becoming an open channel to receive everything you desire... 

WHAT TO EXPECT...

PRIVATE VOXER GROUP

Where Kayleen will engage in twice a week (Tues + Thur) to answer questions, send encouraging messages, and provide support. 

WEEKLY LIVE TRAININGS

During these calls we will go over the content inside of each module laying the foundation and intention behind our work together. 

PRIVATE ONLINE PORTAL

With bi-weekly homeplay practices to support your integration outside of our live calls.  

 

WEEKLY LIVE COACHING WITH KAYLEEN

A safe space to ask all your questions, receive support, high quality coaching, and guidance.

 

LIVE GUIDED PRACTICES

To put into practice what you learn in each lecture. These recordings will be uploaded to the online private portal for you to have for life! 

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•You are full body YES to owning your pleasure, sexual aliveness, wildest desires, and unique feminine expression.

• You are ready to go DEEP and show up for yourself fully. Self responsibility is what will set the tone for a powerful transformation.

You desire to reignite the the spark in yourself and your relationships.

• You are willing to try new things from a place of curiosity and openness.

You desire to feel safe, confident, and powerful in your body.

• You are passionate about healing and personal development - and have done some work already with a coach, therapist or in depth programs before.

• You yearn for a community of fellow pleasure priestess

• You are spiritual, witchy, and desire to experience your pleasure and sexuality as a portal to connect to inner guidance and intuition.

• You desire to cultivate sustainable and long lasting self love and self worth. 

HOW TO KNOW IF THIS IS THE RIGHT FIT FOR YOU...

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Consider joining at a later time if...

  • You have deep sexual trauma that you haven’t previously worked on or received support around in a professional capacity (with a coach, therapist, healer)
     

  • You feel activated and highly overwhelmed speaking or sharing about your relationship to sex & sexuality with others  
     

  • You feel dysregulated and extremely anxious thinking about touching your own body or self pleasure
     

  • You feel like you are in a long-lasting phase of depression (a persistant feeling of sadness, unable to get out of bed, causing significant impact on your ability to show up day to day) 

    If you’re experiencing any of these, I recommend some options for you in the FAQ section.

▸ 6 Live Coaching Sessions

▸ 6 Live Guided Practice Classes 

▸ 6 Modules of Content

▸ Private Voxer group chat

▸ Access to a private portal with downloadable homeplay practices; journaling prompts and guided practice audios for the duration of the program.

 

When: The next round will be in September and we’ll meet every Saturday at 12:00pm EST 

How: Through Zoom meetings app

THIS EXPERIENCE INCLUDES

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INVESTMENT

General Access (no 1:1 sessions)

$259

/MONTH FOR 10 MONTHS

or

$2,590

/ONE TIME PAYMENT

VIP Access (includes two 1:1 sessions with Kayleen)

$359

/MONTH FOR 10 MONTHS

or

$3,590

/ONE TIME PAYMENT

"The embodiment practices inside this work are heart opening and profound. I was able to fully be in my body, to deeply connect to my pleasure, my sexuality, and to fully express myself in ways I always thought I was not allowed to. I highly recommend working with Kayleen if you are ready to experience the medicine and magic that comes from expressing yourself fully."
-Danielle

"THIS WAS PURE MAGIC"

WHY I CREATED THIS PROGRAM...

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I'm here to create a new revolutionary feminine paradigm.

 

One where women can experience their unique sexual expression as a direct connection with their divinity and power. 

My biggest desire is for you to take back what’s yours.

To embody your unique flavor of the feminine in alignment with your deepest truth. 

 

To take up space and proudly welcome and celebrate ALL of you.

 

To remember the way back home to your heart.

 

To delight yourself in the beauty and sacredness that showers your body, your sexuality, your pleasure, your desires, and every inch of your being--

And let this be your fuel and elixir of life. 

 

Being devoted to being in a romantic relationship with myself–and life has revealed a new way of living. A new way to experience love, intimacy, abundance, and connection.

 

A new way to experience myself in divine union.

Fully open.

Fully unleashed. 

Fully ignited.

 

And I want to hold your hand as you walk this path; celebrate you as you courageously awaken to delicious abundance, liberation, and radiance the moment you say yes to owning all that you are.

I'm taking work, love life, romance, sex, relationships, health, spirituality– all of it becomes infused with it. 

 

It is possible to fall in love with the unique storyline imprinted in every inch of your being & honor it as your most precious and glorious gift.

 

I’d lie if I told you this daily devotional choice of being a voice of liberation and empowerment through the reclamation of our bodies, our sexuality, our pleasure, our orgasms, our voice, and wildest desires in love and relationships doesn’t feel scary or edgy at times…

 

When we go to those places we’ve been conditioned to fear and label as wrong, shameful, or “not okay” it's only natural and human we feel that way, and that’s cool.

 

We’ve all been there.

 

But when we allow ourselves to quiet the mental noise and listen to the voice underneath the sensations pulsating within our bodies, we can soften and surrender in trust to the touch of life.

 

And so the magic happens

 

You external reality becomes a reflection of the ways you tend to the sacred, breathing altar that is your existence.

And there's no better way to explore this relationship to life than becoming intimate with the way you relate to your feminine landscape; your erotic nature, your sensuality, your creative expression, and the poetry of your heart. 

 

The real question is: Are you ready to go those places that feel edgy and scary but deep inside you know is exactly where you need to go?

Welcome to the revolution, my love.

You can read more about my full story & my trainings here

"FOR THE FIRST TIME I CAN FEEL MY NIPPLES AND CONNECTED TO MY BREASTS"

"Now I allow myself to take up space, to be too much, to be okay with setting healthy boundaries and stay true to them"
-Amanda

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

Q. How much time will this program take per week?

Practices can take between 30 minutes to 2 hours per week. This depends on how committed you are to the practices. 

 

Welcome to the discipline of devotion! 

The more you show up to the work and do the practices, the more you get to experience a powerful transformation. 

 

Live module teaching + interactive sessions will be 2hr long (You get lifetime recordings if you can't make it)

Live Guided Practice sessions are 1.5hr long (optional Q+A and sharing, if time allows)

 

Every time you make the conscious choice to make time for what’s important to you, you are creating a magnificent container to receive all the abundance that wants to enter your life.

 

Creating the spaciousness for these practices will revolutionize the way you relate to sex, love, pleasure, intimacy, life, and yourself forever.

Q. What are some examples of the practices?

This program is based on a somatic approach, which means you will receive the support to develop more awareness of your body and its sensations. 

You will explore deep, ancient practices from Tantric and Daoist lineages like:

Sensual Breathwork
Body free flow movement
Meditative visualization
Breast Massage
Sex magic- cycling sexual energy through your body to open the energetic channels and experience your orgasmic potential. 

No prior experience with these practices is needed.

Demo videos and guided audios are included to support you every step of the way.

Q. What materials do I need for the program?

You'll need a glass or crystal dildo to do sexual healing practices and skin friendly oil preferably organic (coconut, almond, jojoba, etc.)

When you join, you’ll receive a bonus list of recommended toys for you.

Q. I have experienced sexual trauma, is this course safe for me to take?

My experiences and coaching training are trauma-informed. However, I’m not a trauma specialist and this program is not a replacement for intensive trauma care.

 

This work is safe if you’ve done some work with a professional (therapist, healer, coach) around your trauma before.

If you’ve experienced deep sexual trauma in your past, I recommend seeing a trauma specialist who practices somatic healing therapy and can provide the best and most aligned support system for you.

Q. What if I can't make the call times?

All calls will be recorded so if you miss them, you can still catch up at a time that works for you!

 

You'll also have the chance to submit questions before the live calls in the Voxer chat group that I'll answer during the Q+A so when you watch the replay you'll have your question answered.

 

Remember you’ll have access to this program and all subsequent updates forever.

Q. Can you tell me about your background and what got you here?

Absolutely :) You can learn more about my full story + trainings here.

Q. What is your refund policy?

This is a heart and human-centered business. Thus refunds are not available, should any instances of unexpected life event occur, there is always flexibility and processes for accountability and repair (including money, if that feels within the scope of the situation.)

 

It’s also important to keep in mind that the results inside this program are not guaranteed and will vary based on your level of commitment.

Q. Is this course for all genders and orientations?

Pleasure Alchemist is a program for pussy-bodied women and anyone who identifies as feminine. 

 

This is because the practices and content inside of the program are intended to support the healing of negative-harmful conditioning that mainstream society has projected onto the cis-woman identity through integrating and cultivating an empowering relationship with vulva through body exploration.

I support the LGBTQIA+ community wholeheartedly, however, as a cis-het woman I think it’s important to name the limitations based on my lived experience of what I feel I can hold in safety and integrity.

 

I am committed to actively educating myself and have received the appropriate training to also hold space for nonbinary folks. If you are comfortable with me guiding you as I continue to learn (& am very open to feedback), you are more than welcome to join!

If you feel like more clarity is needed on whether this feels like a safe space for you to come along, you can email me at info@peachesandgrace.com or DM me on Instagram @kayleen.mesa and i’d be happy to further explore this together or refer you to other resources.

GOR MORE QUESTIONS?

Feel free to email them at info@kayleenmesa.com and I'll get back to you asap!

It's my desire to provide you an intimate, safe, high quality transformational experience. This is why there's only a limited number of spots available.

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